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Blog time. I'm so tired right now it's criminal so I'll have to come back later and corrent all my spelling mistakes and maybe cut down on the babbling.

So I lost a budgie. Poppy just randomly passed away on Monday night. Am very gutted. Me and John burried her in the garden when we found her. I thought I was ok but cried a lot the next day. And obviously it's really wierd without her. But I still have Luke, and he's singing right now so hopefully he's not too sad.

Ummm, yeah. Handed my notice in at work and feel a lot better for it. My preliminary last day is 5th August. I bet it will change, dammit. But after that, no more smelling of coffee, no more 6.30am starts, no more scripted bullshit on the till, no more burning myself, no more stuck up cunts coming in to snigger at me and then pretend that I was the one who was rude, no more bastard customers in general and no more working weekends. Yay.

But no more working with Jack, or Hayley, or Sarah. And this is sad.

I'm so looking forward to starting work in a school :]

I finally learnt my debit card number, and today my bank sent me a new debit card. C'est typical.

Sweden on Wednesday, which is gonna be niiiiiiiice.

I think it should be my birthday soon. It feels like a year since the last one.

Saw Half-Blood Prince at the IMAX on Wednesday. Oh, twas amazing. Loved the H/G stuff, having been a shipper for so long! Now I'm looking forward to the R/H in the next films <3
Um, there was a lot of funnies in it. And it was just generally beautiful to look at. The 3D in the beginning was rather funky too.

OK, am going before I fall asleep and dribble on my keyboard.

...in which I try to sort out my life in one day

It. Can't. Be. Done.

There's nothing wrong with my life, I'd just like to know that when September comes around I will be on some sort of course at a lovely University, whether it gets me MSc after my name or Doctor before my name.

I'm proper stuck. For the last two years of my degree I was sick of studying, but now I'm doing pretty much full time work and zero studying I really really miss it. I'm limiting myself by not wanting to move away from London, but there's still great possibilities for me here.

This, essentially is what brought on my nervous breakdown in Sainsburys a few months ago when me and Cat were looking for crab meat. I don't know where I want to be and what I want to be doing. I think I'd like to study more but even a Masters is a big commitment. What if I hate studying again?

Eh..... *shrug*

I'd like another holiday nao plzthnx